so i have been intermittently reading David Sedaris' book "Dress Your Family in Corduroy and Denim" and i have just came across the best line in it and it goes something like this "Real love amounts to witholding the truth, even when you're offered the perfect opportunity to hurt someon's feeling" (pg.140...my lame way of citing it in hopes i won't be sued).  hahhahaha, how true is that anyways!!!!  i gotta love this guy, he has the most random but amusing stories, i wish i led such an abnormal life like him...all of ya'll should read it sometimes

went to play bball today with my co-worker dave, and saw his pet snake tyson, it's hugeeeeeeeeeeeeee...scary...and met his friends justine and paul, cool guys esp. since paul is the number 2 ranked wrestler in the world

oh and yesterday i went to dinner with rel and kitty to see joann pai, a girl who i have not seen for ages, she said i looked the same, but who is talking anyways?  she looked the same too...what do you expect?  but yeah...for the first time i felt that the crowd there was so lame that i am too cool for them, hahahahaha, so you can ONLY imagine how lame they are cause i am realll not taht cool, just abnormal that's all!!!

the weekend was awesome.  thanks to my gps we were able to navigate everywhere we needed to go to other than 6 Flags, somehow my GPS is really retarded when it comes to going to 6 Flags.  neverthless the weekend was great hanging out with Linda, Sonia, Saurav, Noi, Chialin, and Jenny.  this is the first time i met Saurav and Jenny, Saurav (Sonia~{!/~}s bf) is a coo guy, we drank a few together and hit the dance floor, it was great, he also hunts so maybe one day I can go hunting with him in Nepal; Jenny (Linda~{!/~}s cousin) is really cute but other than that I have no idea what she is like, didn~{!/~}t really get to talk to her much at all.  i have to remember to ask noi to send me the pictures she took; i lost my appetite at the Borgata buffet as well as at Penang probably b/c i know this might be the last time i see sonia for awhile (i love sonia, she is such a buddy) and one other thing on my mind which i~{!/~}ll keep to myself; anyways hopefully things will get back to normal at some point

so I think I am done with the song, at least in terms of the lyrics and melody.  I added a few verse as to make the song longer the poppy way, repetitions.  my friend Chialin corrected my Chinese a bit, it~{!/~}s funny to think I can write a song in Chinese but not really speak or write Chinese properly.  now it~{!/~}s down to arranging the song which I am terribly at but I will give it my best shot~{!-~}then record it on my own Tascam US-122 powered unit and my trusty Acer laptop. 

I wish I didn~{!/~}t have to go through a medium to know what~{!/~}s going on~{!-~}but perhaps this will save me from the pain.  while I am drowning in my own self-induced misery, my condolence goes out to all of the family that might have suffered losses in London. 

so my friend just sent me a song by Reggie & The Full Effect called ~{!0~}Girl, Why~{!/~}d You Run Away?~{!1~} and he said that it reminded me of him.  well, the song is basically about a guy who really really misses his ex but she is running as fast and as far away from him.  i an kinda insulted, i really really really hope that~{!/~}s not me~{!-~}wtf~{!-~}this is pathetic~{!-~}to be thought of as someone~{!/~}s source of annoyance and burden~{!-~}